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Living Not Existing

Perzine, geoff, Issue 3,, $3

CW: drugs, relapse, addiction, psychiatry, attempted suicide, violence

I’ve always been drawn to the zinemaker’s ability to cover subjects often seen as too controversial by mainstream media. In issue 3 of Living Not Existing, Toronto Queer Zine Fair co-founder and zinester geoff speaks about their experiences dealing with addiction and mental health.

In a series of short and eloquent pieces, geoff describes their road to sobriety, as well as their experiences as a mixed race genderqueer of filipinx descent. A lot of their stories touch on self-discovery and their process of finding their place in the world. Although Living Not Existing definitely has some heavy content, I found it to be both a positive and inspiring zine, as exemplified in a piece titled Dear Former geoff:


“It’s ok to cry (…) I wanted to tell you all of this because I wish somebody would have told me these things when I was growing up. Because I wish somebody told me that I was okay for who I was, that I wasn’t a bad person, that I was meant to be who I was meant to be.”


Regardless of your background and experiences with addiction and mental health, I am sure you’ll find some strength in geoff ’s writing. Recommended. (Maxime Brunet)

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