I bought a rug so that my work area would be more comfortable. Living and working in the same space can be stressful at times. Sometimes, I actually like being under my desk more than being in front of it. Everything is so strange and fun down there! I play with letting myself get absorbed by the carpet, fusing into its material for good. When I turn off the light and turn on my music, beings invite me to become one with them. I want to draw them, but I prefer to escape my responsibilities. I want to forget my name, my gender, my species, to be an inanimate object and feel nothing. Tomorrow, I ought to respond to those emails.